The Keys for Blowing Candles

Don't forget to pray for me today...

Today, I turn 50. My prayer is that I keep all things I have. What a day to fail as a homeowner and a business owner. I just have no peace about anything. I'm hearing nothing from God. I just don't want to be renting the rest of my life. I have always believed God gave me this house.

I'm believing God to send miracles so I can pay the $800 for my taxes. I have seven hundred,but the light is due, the water and the phone today. These are all extensions so they are due and the house note is due.

The guy I am buying the house from suggests I sell. What will I do for somewhere to live? There goes the business. I have a prospect of six new children when school starts. Three are definite.

I have to prospect of writing for Cush magazine & selling ads. Someone is recommending me to the owner. I should hear about that in a couple of days (hopefully today) or I'll call.

And yet, I will light my candles, accept the well wishes, stump the devil on his head and send him packing on back to hell because he will not ruin my day. 50? Geeze louise (did that age me?), It feels great. I still woke up this morning, I have a sane mind and my hands don't hurt, so Holli fifty is the new 30, a better in-between number. You know a lot and still have time to learn more. and since you are praying for me I will pray for you...
Dear God, thank You so much for being You. A caring giving God. One that supllies all our needs and never leaves us. I want to thank You Lord for all who let me voice over and over to them. I ask that you bless them. Give them peace of mind and spirit and that they may have all they desire and all You deem they need. May Holli enjoy herself and come home safe and happy. And I especially want to thank You, Lord for getting me through the day and not letting a single soul call me old. Amen.
Let's eat cake...